AHHHH! This is too much.
So if you were ever to ask me what I’ve been up to, majority of the time my answer will be “Everything”. Our life never slows down; it just keeps going and going. We are just busy people. I love my life, it is full, full of love, adventure and the unknown. However right now I can only sum it up in one word, STRESS. To put it simply I don’t know the delicate balance to live a full life with out it running over. There have only been 24 days so far this year and I am done. Emotionally, physically done. Tired, drained done. Somewhere in the mix of it all I decide that having a 2 and 3 year old, 2 part time jobs, a house to maintain, a man to romance, friends and family to love, and a house to sell I decided that I should take on another project. Bloging. What is the big deal I thought. A quick journal here and there. I can do that. Oh no. See here is my problem. I cant just do something. In my head I have an idea of what something should be and if its not like that then I am not ok. Whether it’s a relationships, a clean house or this blog it just has to be right. This is why my life is so busy. So here it is 3 minutes to noon and I am still in my PJ’s, the kids only got breakfast because Carlos poured them a bowl of cereal before he left to work and I have spent the past three hours working on this blog. Do I have dishes to do, toilet paper to buy, bills to pay. Oh yes I do. But I just can’t stop. Help.
Hey H-- congrats on the blog. I am a faithful blog reader so be assured I will be reading your blog.
I am bummed I didn't make the "those I love" photo gallery. :( Because I KNOW we've had our picture taken together.
Posted by: Janie | January 24, 2006 at 01:41 PM
I understand your dilemas so well, that's probably why we are friends. When it comes to having a full life and the highest of expectations, that it can be overwhelming, i can completely realate. I'll pray for you, and me too while I'm at it. :)
p.s. Brian is trying to convince me to have a blog too. Sounds like a great idea other than I hardly have enough time to keep up with email. So, way to go. My hat goes off to you! (What a weird saying)
Posted by: jacinda hale | January 24, 2006 at 05:22 PM
Jane, look again. Your in there. H
Posted by: whittakerwoman | January 24, 2006 at 10:28 PM
Oh my bad!! I humbly apologize. I didn't recognize myself in a boa.
heehee. Love ya!
Posted by: Janie | January 25, 2006 at 09:31 AM